Here lies my greatest works in history lol my poems :D soon it will hopefully be published as a book called "The Life of a Rose"
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like a rose
I'm frail and beautiful
but you raise me up
all I have to do
is close my eyes
and close your eyes
and our hearts join as one
only one problem
I never want to close my eyes
because I never
want to miss a thing
with you in my life
just like those nights
back in the day
I'd have to be
back at one
but I wouldn't
I'd look into your eyes
knowing you'd never lie to me
and I never want that moment to leave
so today I'd give you
a simple flower
named an Iris
and see if it means anything
That is OUR love story
they say in life
live with no regrets
well its too late for that
because if this isn't fixed
I blame myself
and then it will be
my biggest regret
that I made us fall
this is all my fault
if you never want to see me
I wont blame you
I'm so sorry
I didn't know what else
to say or do
I never meant it
I was in the middle
of a panic attack
but I didn't know
what it was
only that I couldn't
breath,
talk much,
or move
and I'm so sorry
This is now my life regret
you save my life
more times a day
then I could write
you,
are my pill,
my drug,
who cures my problems
like,
my anxiety,
depression,
panic attacks,
when,
you are gone
my brain's not right
I develop chemical imbalances
I,
can't help it
but it hurts so much
that I just have to
cry,
I Love you forever
yo umean more to me
then life itself
if I can't have you
I don't want any other
and if someone else takes you
I can't handle that
so I will fade
fade away forever more
you are my meaning
my problems
but yet my healer
without you
there is no me
just a mess
you are my soul
and my missing half
you make my heart whole
after everything I've been through
take you away
and I will be lost
only to be found by you
no one else could
no matter how hard they tried
but now your gone
and I know it's my fault
but I have to express myself somehow
I'm sorry, again, I hate myself
This is my biggest regret
Hello Again,
Your my one true friend Diary
I'm so glad I can talk to you
and not a word you say
you keep my secrets
I tell you things
no one can know
So Diary,
I thank you
for without you
I would have worse problems
Since everything would be bottled up
Dear Diary,
you are my relif
my own little therapy
my one true cure
so thank you
dear Diary
you are my medicine
to my inner wounds
you may be just a book
but to me, you are much more
to me dear Diary
you are the healing process
Thank you dear Diary, please never go!
ring
ring
ring
ring
Hey,
I'm not home right now
please leave a message after the beep
beep
Hey,
its me
I just want to say
I'm sorry
bye
I still love you
click
no answer?
why?
because she cant
is not able
since she's in her room
hanging from a rope
because he was unsure
he broke her heart
Until it was too late
cut
slice
drip
blood
opps look at that
now I'm dying
my blood proves it
what happened?
why weren't you there?
why didn't you save me?
oh ya
I remember
you weren't sure
hmmmm what to do
to stay or to go
thats what you were thinking
but wait
never mind
its too late
im gone
cut
slice
drip
blood
Gone forever in my blood
There is always one thing
that keeps us grounded
they grow in the ground
and they are called roots
this rose grown back in black
with thorns like knives
was picked up
by only one guy
and not a scratch to show
he planted this rose
back in the ground
love it and neaurted it
and it began to grow
it grew bigger,
blacker, sharper
but most of all
it grew it's roots back
this one boy
he helped this rose
gave it back its health
gave it ground again
even though he could never
change it's colour
he still cared
and now this rose
will be strong as ever
thanks to the one, and only one
who cared
The rose has roots again.
here I am
do you know me?
let me tell you
all about me
I am the goddess
of roses and animals
I talk to all the creatures
and roses are my best friends
they can grow so big
when I'm around
canine species
they are my main animal
I live within a pack
of my creatures
my hair is red and black
which are my two favorite coloured roses
with black roses in my hair
there is a pawprint on my shoulder
to show what I am
I have magical powers
but only to help the world
I can only cause peace
I can be your best friend
or your worst enemy
depending on how you act
piss me off
youd wish you were dead
this is me,who I am
I am Zeneth