Letters to Tristan

                                                                                                   17/02/2012

Dear Tristan,

    I miss you. You truely are my soul mate. I wish you were really here instead of in my mind and memories. I feel like a woman whose husband just died.

                                                                                                    05/03/2012

Dear Tristan,

    I have recently found a song that describes exactly how I feel towards you right now. It's called Broke Up by Brandon Pacheco. I'm just so sorry for ever hurting you in anyway. I know it was all my fault and I take the blame. If I knew how to take it all back I would. If I could cure the past I would do it in a second. I honestly think I do believe I deserved to be haunted by the one thing I truely love but screwed up. It makes sense for that to be my own reality. You always were the best thing to ever happen to me. As well leaving you was the biggest mistake of my life and I regret it everyday. I am sort of happy though I can see you anytime I want, since I can see you sitting next to me while not being there.